Our ward is having a talent show coming up in the next few months and it got me thinking about what my talents are.
I really feel like I suck it up in the talent area. It's something I've been struggling with for some time. There's things I'm good at but I want to find something that I'm GREAT at. Like something that people call me up and ask me to share with them. Like oh hey, you're really crafty can you make me this. Or you make the best _______ can you bring that to the dinner party. Or you have a beautiful voice can you prepare a musical number?
I'm just really still not sure who I am as a person. I thought about going to school but honestly do not have the time for it. But I wouldn't even know what to go to school for. I'm not loving what I went to school for initially (which I never finished going to school for) but I don't really feel a passion for anything else either.
I really should just focus on developing and sharpening the talents I have now, like being a better mother and wife, but I really want a hobby that is fun and fantastic to do that can keep me in check with my sanity. But for now I'll just enjoy what I do have and maybe someday without really knowing it I'll find what I feel like I'm missing.
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